23.7.05
it's incomprehensible...how things seem to swing around and hit you hard on your head. split ends. hopefully a huge amount of conditioning will do the trick. but conditioning only works when people are receptive, when all parties are willing and open to an approach. i sense that some doors are shut, however. for the good of everyone, let's just be magnanimous for once. yes, we are all equally jaded about the way things are going, but turning a blind eye to any tension or animosity merely serves to ail further, not heal. let's just extricate the wart once and for all..painful it may be, but it's now or never.
i didnt like the harsh tone you used. it was accusatory and filled with spite. why? i dont know why you had to adopt such hostility in your words...but it really hurt. i was trying to find out what exactly happened, i was plouging through the whole issue assiduously, but you kept shoving dirt in my face, pushing my patience to its limits. it's wrong..it's so wrong.. i still dont know why...but i'll let this pass. wounds heal as time goes by afterall. sigh.
.:heartache:.
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